Wow, I actually neglected my blog big time.
It’s been well over a month now, I’m sorry guys. I don’t even have a proper reason not to blog, apart from the fact that literally nothing has happened in my life since January ha. Okay maybe I lied a little but it hasn’t been anything worth mentioning. I don’t even remember where I left this blog off. So lets start in stages:

School
Well school is pretty hetic at the mo, we’ve just broken up for halfies. Woo, one week holiday to just chill and hang out with friends, yes please. So basically i really like this guy in my biology class, and he knows. Not that any of my mates helped the situation to be frank. He’s showing some liking towards me but now I’m just stuck. I’d rather put my energy into getting good grades and coming out feeling happy, but he seems to have this pull on me. I just want to speak to him all the time and spend time with him. When we go back to school on the 22nd we have a three day biology. Im excited to say the least, 3 days with Alex. Yes please. Okay, this really isn’t good for me.
I have mocks coming up, once again.
8th-10th March, it seems far away but it’s in like 3 weeks. Im really stressing already.

Hmm, what else has been happening in the life of Mutay I hear you ask?
-Well I got into Med-View, if you know me well enough (or have read my about me) you should know that I really want to be a doctor, it’s something that i’ve wanted to be and I really hope that I get there one day. So when this course came by, its called Med-view, I couldn’t help but apply. They were only taking 10 students from different schools in South East London and we had to fill in an application form, it was SO long. FIVE PAGES! There were so many questiosn, I nearly gave up. They even limited how many words you could use, so it was 50 word answers per question. So mean. The questions were like ‘Why do you want to study Medicine?’ (that was probably the hardest question, It got me really thinking because it ones of those things I just ignore and say I want to do medicine, but I really had to think why and put pen to paper and make it real to them aswell as myself) ‘What do you think you can give to the other participants who are in Med-View?’ (ermm! I dont know, a cookie each?) < yeah, they wish.
So this starts on Monday, im so excited AND nervous. We get to see live surgery, sit in a lecture with medicine students and cool things like that.

Right im waffling once again, this proves how boring my life has been.
So for anyone who gets this far lol
1) How have you been?
2) Anything interesting happening your life at the moment?

New Year = New Layout.
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Well I really have been away from this for quite some time.
How was everybodys christmas? Mine was quite good, I spent time with my family who came round. Little 9 year old cousins are the bane of my existance, I tell you that now. SO ANNOYING. Constantly on my laptop, I would walk out of the room to go to the toilet or get a glass, I come back, and she’s already made herself comfortable and closed everything I was doing. Damn kids. But I do love her like a little sister, I haven’t got much more presents than my laptop and ugg boots because I haven’t seen any of my friends yet. I HAVEN’T EVEN SEEN CHYNNA, ALL HOLIDAY. I’m really sad about that but she always seems to be doing one thing or the other, hopefully i’ll see her sometime in January properly.

These current past few days have honestly been abit bad actually, I found out that my ex (Jason), has got himself a new girlfriend who USED to be one of my friends. But I’ve now come to realise that i’m over Jason but slightly angry at my friend for chosing him over me and her measly excuse was ‘I’ve like him for ages, I was just waiting for you to break up’ ERMM alright love *Thanks for being such a great friend and supporting me when I needed you the most* Stupid whore barmaid. Okay rant over. But yes, im coming to see sense now, that he’s not really worth my time to fuss over. As my friend Sammy said ‘Lifes too short’. And if he’s moved on, why can’t I. There’s a new guy on the scene, he has been there for a while but i decided to respect JASON and not do anything about it. But after my exams i’m going on a datee with Alex :D a guy from my biology class but more about him in another post.

BIG NEWS: I have a godson! *TEN ALFONSO* the most beautiful baba in the world. He was born on the 22nd December 2009, the best and cutest little dude in the world. Grr, ive been trying to add a picture of my bubs but Wordpress is being stupid. Sorry guys.
So who’s excited for 2010?!?! I know i definately am, Im going to make this such a good year, no matter what cause 2009 was a bad year for me. I wont go over it all again but me and my best friend Laur decided that we must turn 2010 into THE most amazing year ever for both of us because 2009 was just cruddy.
So Whats everyones plans for the new year???!?!
Ima end it here, ciao ciao babies xx I’ll try post a pic of Tenten soon.