sorry
December 5th, 2009
hello everyone, so sorry for being absent for so long.
I’ve been so busy for past few days, mainly with school.
I always seem to have time for msn though, annoyingly haha, so dont be afraid to hook me up on:
akissfromdownunder_x@hotmail.co.uk
{ask first obv}
I had to retake my chemistry exam because its the only one that i FAILED, dissappointingly, but taking it the second time round was quite good because its not really that hard coming to think of it. Im pretty sure I passed, if I haven’t them im just a big fat doughnut LOL.
These few weeks, I’ve FINALLY been getting over my break up with Jason, I took it harder than I thought I would. I didn’t realise that he was basically my rock, luckily my school work didnt fall apart. But like my social skills went out the window, I used to try and keep in touch with everyone constantly, but now I dont really give a damn. Its weird thinking what my social skills have got to do with Jason, but when you have a boyfriend you ALWAYS have someone to see, there will always be that someone to call up be like lets go and get a coffee. You can see that person without having to make a plan a few weeks before hand because they might have work or whatever but breaking up means that hes not really there to be that person anymore. He’s just a regular friend that I can see sometimes, and i actually have to plan something with me, cant just turn up at his house uninvited.
Okay enough rambling, there is so much more I want to say about him though. Everyone thinks that we will end up getting back together, but thats going to take, and I dont think that when hes ready, I’ll be ready anymore. Im already moving on, but theres always something that will be something there, because he was my first love and all that jazz.
My mum just asked me if i was typing a letter, im probably typing too hard.
Im getting my first christmas present tomorrow, :) my laptop!!!!! I’m so excited, I didnt expect to get it so soon, and im getting it two weeks before christmas :D I feel so happy.
Ahh talking to my bestfriend who lives in Wales is so funny, basically some guy is harrasing her, and she texts him saying, i cant talk right now because im on the phone. Then he goes ill call you when your done, and she says ‘oh i dont like phone calls’ LOL. I dont think she realised that she just contradicted herself by being in a phonecall the exact moment she said it.
Okay imma end it here, :D Love everyone, shall be returning comments, asap. Im always up to date with my tagboard so dont hesistate to drop a comment.
December 5th, 2009 at 11:46 pm
u took it harder than you thought? we’ll your good then.. coz it was only few times that I felt like your feeling down about the break up.. Remember that certain that I’m kind of freakin’ out coz u seem to be so quite in msn? well, that was the only time that I felt the sadness you got there.. It’s always right to take time moving on.. NO RUSH so that there wouldn’t be any TURNING BACK.. :)
that laptop that we’ve been talking abouuuuuuut! hahaha! Can’t waiiiiiit! lmao. Joe’s still out. so still can’t tell you whats more on that w7. i kind of s*cks with the terms. sooooo sorrrry! hahaha
you know that we (your friends) were always here for you whenever.. we all love ya muttay!
*hugs*
December 6th, 2009 at 7:45 pm
I do not know if I am a bad online friend or not, but your situation has given me an idea for a future article.
I’m not going to lie, you and I are still new friend’s, so I only partially knew about the break-up, but am glad you are moving on :)
Keep a hold of those memories – they are totally worth all the tears you shed!!
Hope you enjoying the laptop :) I should get one!! Take it to school and not listen in Maths :D
If you ever need to talk, am just a Tweet or e-mail away – I gave up on MSN, but am on GTalk :)
X’s and O’s
December 7th, 2009 at 5:00 am
I don’t remember whether or not I replied to your comment but if I didn’t I’m doing it now XD.
Don’t ever worry about leaving me long comments btw, it makes me feel special and I always have something to look forward to when reading them (:
Anyhow, that goes to show that you really don’t realize what you have until its gone. I have a new theory about breaking up. I think that if you breakup and you don’t miss the person or anything that you really didn’t like him but if you do as I can tell you do or maybe did you really liked him.
I remember when me and one of my exes broke up I was walking around her moping like the world just ended. I didn’t answer phone calls, reply to texts or anything because he truly was my rock and we ended up getting back together! And breaking up again, then getting back together, then breaking up, and getting together again but you get the picture. Take care!
December 7th, 2009 at 11:47 am
Hey id love to be affies :)
Sorry for such a late reply i have been so incredibly busy!! Sophie x
December 7th, 2009 at 11:50 am
Well done with your exams! Thats really good and also good luck with re-taking chemistry!
Yeah i have heard of glamorgan! I was looking at that one but they didnt have the course that I wanted to do. xx