101 things
June 19th, 2010
I literally have so much to do I can’t believe it. After exams I expected to be chilling out with my friends and watching movies etc etc but not I’m stuck working my socks off to get into university.
I’m quite thankful that I had another year before I go to uni cause I don’t honestly think I would have been ready to leave in september. Yes, most of my friends are going this year but I hardly speak to them anymore they are literally not my friends. Last year I was devastated that I was leaving my old friends and moving to a new school but now they don’t even speak to me. It actually pisses me off, they are so fake, they act nice to your face and then bitch about you on twitter :/ how low can you get? Just say it to my face please, it works out better that way.
I also used to be really jealous of my friends going to uni but now I actually see why I was. It wasn’t my time then, but on a happier note I’m starting my ucas on Monday. I’m quite excited, ucas is what you use to apply to university.
The teachers at my new school are so helpful and inspiring that its given me a new hope to become a doctor. Although ill need to take an extended course, I don’t mind because its what I want to do.
Excited.
In other news…
Jordan isn’t speaking to me :( and its for such a stupid reason and I feel so crappy now. I keep messaging him and I know he’s read them but he won’t reply. Agh. Hopefully he will come round soon.
I got a blackberry :) I know the IPhone is the way forward but I wanted a new phone and being the person I am, I have to get what I want no matter how rubbish it is. I’m quite enjoying my phone though its very useful.
What’s new with everyone?
June 20th, 2010 at 11:50 am
Hopefully Jordan WILL come around! :) It sucks to have friends not talking to you. It happened between an old best friend and I; she was very temperamental, though.
Blackberries aren’t my thing; I think they’re ugly. To each their own, though. I just prefer an iPhone. The new iPhone is coming out – maybe you’ll change your mind? :P
I’m glad you’re not worrying too much about those people who ditched you by the road. You can’t even call them friends. Karma will run its course. The worst is having a “friend” bitch about you behind your back.
I used to have two friends… I don’t call them my friends anymore because I don’t really talk to them and haven’t since the end of high school… they were bitching about me when I was RIGHT THERE, saying I was spending too much time with my boyfriend. He wasn’t even in the same year. I only ever got to see him at lunch. :(
I know someone (online) going to uni in September, she’s really excited. I didn’t feel ready to go to uni when I did, but it’s different for everyone. I hope the UCAS are okay!
Haha electrical appliances are not the most reliable. They can be quite annoying. But our new kettle is a darling and it works really well!
June 20th, 2010 at 9:14 pm
Ugh sorry that your really busy. I’m really busy too but I’ve managed to squeeze some time in for my site~
That sucks he isn’t talking to you! I hope he talks to you soon~
June 23rd, 2010 at 5:18 am
Who is Jordan…don’t think I’ve ever heard of him so I must know now before I say anything further.
People are so fraud these days its unreal. Your lucky if you find those real ones, they’re hard to come by. Believe me, I know. People true colors are being shown brighter by the minute.
I use to rush things but I realize that my time will come so I just live in the moment. Rushing them still at times though. When it’s my time to go off to college or what you call uni I thought about waiting a year but I don’t think that’ll be good for me. I would wait out that year and probably have too much fun and end up NOT going.
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Lol, he’s out of town now and I just know if my bestfriend would have stayed we were bound to have taken that care a few times. If I key it though, he would be pissssedddddd to come back and see that. Ha, it’s actually a good idea :)
Actually he is black! I can’t stand him and I’m glad he isn’t my dad.
YESSSS boy. Just wait, I’ve been holding off on the details but they’re sure to come soooon.
June 23rd, 2010 at 6:07 pm
People can be so cruel. I hate when people abuse me through the internet. Like you said, if you have something to say, say it to my face.
My friend has a blackberry and she loves it. I hope you like yours Maybe you should give me your old phone! Nah. I’m just kidding xD
July 1st, 2010 at 11:25 am
Fake friends hurt more than indifference. They’re hypocrite.. I’m really sorry you’re going through so much, but I’m sure you’ll find more wonderful people at university. Usually students are more mature there, and it’s easier to find new true friends. Wish you all the best. ^^
As for Jordan… well, that’s weird. I hope he is only busy, but he should get back to you soon.
- Ratty P.
July 28th, 2010 at 4:26 am
Looks like you’ve still been really busy. Wow, sorry your old friends are being jerks now. I hate two-faced people. Yeah, there’s no need to be jealous of another person’s path. It may look great from where you’re standing, but it’s usually sucks up close. It’s great you want to become a doctor. Hope Jordan is speaking to you now! Blackberries are cool. I have a Palm Pixi. What’s new? Check the blog, lol…