mutayymate ;;

I literally have so much to do I can’t believe it. After exams I expected to be chilling out with my friends and watching movies etc etc but not I’m stuck working my socks off to get into university.
I’m quite thankful that I had another year before I go to uni cause I don’t honestly think I would have been ready to leave in september. Yes, most of my friends are going this year but I hardly speak to them anymore they are literally not my friends. Last year I was devastated that I was leaving my old friends and moving to a new school but now they don’t even speak to me. It actually pisses me off, they are so fake, they act nice to your face and then bitch about you on twitter :/ how low can you get? Just say it to my face please, it works out better that way.
I also used to be really jealous of my friends going to uni but now I actually see why I was. It wasn’t my time then, but on a happier note I’m starting my ucas on Monday. I’m quite excited, ucas is what you use to apply to university.
The teachers at my new school are so helpful and inspiring that its given me a new hope to become a doctor. Although ill need to take an extended course, I don’t mind because its what I want to do.
Excited.

In other news…
Jordan isn’t speaking to me :( and its for such a stupid reason and I feel so crappy now. I keep messaging him and I know he’s read them but he won’t reply. Agh. Hopefully he will come round soon.

I got a blackberry :) I know the IPhone is the way forward but I wanted a new phone and being the person I am, I have to get what I want no matter how rubbish it is. I’m quite enjoying my phone though its very useful.
What’s new with everyone?