mutayymate ;;

At the end of this month (29th August) I will turn 18 years of age. I feel like a grandmother already. 18 is a milestone, but I have no idea how to celebrate it. I don’t even think I will, might just let it pass like any other day. It’s also Chynna’s birthday the weekend before mine and she is having a HUGE party with all the trimmings. How do I compete with that? …. I won’t.
This holiday I’ve actually learnt a lot about myself, and I’ve also grown up a whole lot more if I do say so myself. I’m more confident and comfortable with myself and I’m not afraid to speak out if the situation warrants me too. Go me!
The next few weeks that are coming up are making me nervous AND excited all at the same time.
- I’m going to thorpe park on friday
- I’m volunteering for orange rockcorps on monday 16th ( you get a free ticket to a gig when you volunteer for four hours, woo!)
- My dreaded results come out Thursday 19th, my heart races at the thought. I get SO nervous and anxious.

I named this post Big Chill because there is a huge festival going on the moment called Big Chill and most of my friends went and I think its a pretty cool name for a fest.

M x